The Green Bag

unpenetrable

2010-04-04T20:34:00.004+08:00

What a dull night, spending most of the time alone in the dark room accompanied by a small bright of light, facing my laptop and the time passes by..It was cold and sore night, no one is in the house. A peace and quiet moment as wanted. I stood up and walked to the kitchen making a cup of coffee to make me stay up for the night. Undesirable, unwanted WAR is coming up, preparing weaponary, collecting intelligence and knowledge, memorizing details of certainty. It's between me and you now. All i wanted was to end your life and make sure you'll never see my face again. I will deliberately pointed out my gun blowing you up in your head. I will laugh and satisfied watching yourself till the very last moment of death.

What an imagination do i have, comparing war on my disreputable, arrogant bastad boss demanding me to finish the 2 years work on a single day. Having my own imaginary friends couldn't help me with my will to overcome the problems. I look myself like a small atom particle in a small amount of liquid, where it leaked from drinking can in the solitary, spacious and ample desert. What an enormous wide world to explore. A blink of an eye that could change the world peace to the most deadly town. Zombies taking over making a complete colonial domination having a throne on their own. Articulate imaginary keep buzzing in my head. What should i do? The world doesn't end yet but it will be. My heart keep saying otherwise. The heart beating weakly and the lungs working disorderly. Having two packs of ciggarettes a day. My breath became short and i can't hardly blew a balloon. I'm weak, weak enough to be beaten by a 6 year old kid. My life screwed when I lost my wife because of infection in her lungs. My daughter died from an accident with a drunk driver while she was playing with her doll just outside the yard. I cried but i didn't felt my tears warmingly flowing down through my cheeks. A sore cold and freezing snow crystalize my tears. And now I'm waiting for my death to come.

How sad..

How sad it is when I read this tearful blog from an anguish person as I say.

Well I hoped that life would never happen to me.

EVER.

ipoh mali....

2009-09-06T16:07:00.004+08:00

Ola!

Dum dee dum dum

What a lovely Saturday it was yesterday but what makes it mundane was the coq class at 10am. I woke up early and went Akmal's room to ask him to go around Ipoh for some shopping. Oh well, my scholar had been given and it's my time of revenge since been a year, NO shopping.

"Hey Akmal, let's go to Ipoh"
with morning face, "Yeah, sure sure", Akmal said,
"But i got a coq to attend, better move in the evening? I'll buy u break fasting in Old Town.", I smiled.
"Yeah, you better be sure about that. Now go to coq", he continued sleeping.

Wow, I really am going to Ipoh for shopping. I just can't wait the boring lecture of ENTREPRENEURSHIP I finished. At the middle of the lecture, I went to Block O to 'steal' newspaper and there i got New Straits times and The Star. Both headlines was about the MCA president who were accused of corruption in the Port Klang Free Zone project (PKFZ). The police also had freeze the Kuala Dimensi assets which hold the RM140M accounts crucial to probe into PKFZ scandal. Did i read a lot about politicians? Nah, never really interested in politics which made me sick. I just turned the paper from front to the back and to the delight news of sports which entertains me more. 'World Cup Qualifiers'.

My watch shows that it's already 12pm. Then I went back to Akmal's room and asked,

"Are we really going this evening?",
"Oh cannot la, i got some business till night", explaining.

Pfft, I knew it. I don't bother about that. He never misses meeting his girlfriend for a date. Oh damn! I want to go shopping! I need to buy some new pants and shirts, basketball shoes and many more but I don't have transport. And I walked in front of Amar's room and yelled, "Amar, let's go to Ipoh! Akmal cancelled." Disturbance to the hallway of my house made Amar can't focus to his Nur Kasih telemovie. Hahaha :P

And off we were to Ipoh. (Amar, me, Borhan and Tengku Aiman.)

First destination: Ipoh Parade

There I bought my first basketball shoe from the Adidas store on the ground floor. Without hesitation, I just asked for UK size 9 for the first shoe I saw. Comfortable with it and bought it for RM199.90. Next, walking and walking and then I saw a glass kiosk. And there I bought a RM33 spectacles just to make a new appearance in class hehe. Not enough with the same floor, I continued to the next. And there I saw the F.O.S store, where I bought my new belt. The old ones already torn up. New belt, RM 24.60. Next is the highest floor, the Heaven of Clothes. There I bought some clothes ended losing my money for RM83.

Total money spent: RM340.50

Second destination: Electric store

We were searching for non-induction hot plate. It was far away from easy to find in any store now eventhough it only cost below than RM100. Because of it's old school product so, there should be only few in Malaysia. That's what we thought.

Total money spent: RM0

Third destination: Jusco

And there I saw a SALE in SODA. I went in and saw a black SODA jeans. Interested with it and bought it for RM59.50. That totals up RM400 just only for me and the other of my friends? RM15++ hahaha.. I sure need to buy new wallet, my money is flowing like water. Hahaha. Then Amar bought us one variety bucket from KFC for break fasting. As we were walking in the Jusco we found the local KHIND brand of hot plate. We were very happy, at last we found it.

And off we head back to UTP

Bye..bye Ipoh.....

pursuit excellence

2009-09-04T01:17:00.003+08:00

Come on nizam!! It's a tests week, don't sit there and just watching the laptop screen without a blink of an eye..Come on brain cells, work and work more. Maybe the electricity just don't get pumped to flow in my nerve cells to move my muscle and brain to act and think. Accusation on a non-moralized ethic of studying just can't boost up my intention to focus to my books. Thought to have insufficient interest on the current subject learning might invade half of my brain to rest and sleep more. Well, I might have to start something new. New to me, new to everyone, and new to the whole wide world. How about one question of quizzes for each bite of food? That might pay me attention to study? Well it might be.

Open the book and lecture notes while the other hand shisha-ing? That's odd..
How about reading the article on soft phyllosilicate of unstable clay mineral (montmorillonite) while eating sushi? Wow, that's hmm, a bit over as i say?
Oh, oh can I drive while practising myself, well practically remembering the equation on open flow channel of hydraulics? I might hit the red light on that one...

Tomorrow will be a Geotechnical Engineering test that covers

Soil in engineering
Origin formation of soil
Soil grading classification
Soil index properties (coarse-grained soil)
Soil index properties (fine-grained soil)
Weight volume relationship

but do i need to cover all this? by reading the pathetic fully alphabetic-wording slide of notes?
nah, will NOT though..I'll just stick it up with straight 3 semester, either alphabetic or numerical, twins and absolutely the same test question used all over again. This semester might be the same question again.. hehe. Thank god, bless me..

Off to study now :)

peace brother

i wonder why..

2009-09-02T16:24:00.004+08:00

what does it mean to me??

I wonder why..why is it this sport that i chose for me to focus on? Well, I'll tell you more. I started play basketball since in secondary school, playing, training, dribbling, turning etc.. I started to join tournaments after a year which was I'm in form 2.. the biggest achievement was entering final game in PPM center zone and ended second place. I went through national level in year 2006..but I didn't focus only in basketball, that's why I suck at improving my skills.. I joined rugby and soccer a while. A big achievement in sports that i involved with a big different of style of playing. Could be harsh play of rugby as in playing basketball and as well as the other way round..but i pretty much in focusing in basketball now. Maybe i just need to keep myself away from getting shorter? I do differ in my height since I involved in rugby.. So, I guess that's just it. I'm on with basketball :P

euphoria in vain

2009-09-02T12:10:00.003+08:00

Gloomy day as it is even when the clouds are white and the skies are blue. The mist of fear and shivering as a matter of the influence of examination coming near. What on earth am i still doing? while others struggles, reckoning the days of war. I'm still sitting on this cramped seat, commencing the will of boredom. Surfing the internet, facebook, the only that I'm watching at besides taking action of email alert. Day by day, the surroundings stifles my effort to study hard. I couldn't agree more the technology sure do bring along harm besides the advantage of living. Dwelling and lingering me over to the delusive world of hope.The whispers of success softly, challenging me to survive the obstacles.

Tired of being such a lazy ass, sleeping all the while, which i don't really meant to of course :P

Come and help me stand up to join the force to the upper life.

See whats in front and bring along the past as a supply of an outlandish wisdom of fortune.

Rebuild up the the collapsed wall of effort towards target.

List the wishlist of things that burgeoning flying colors.

But do realize, life is temporary. All out is the best word for you. You can do it nizam!!

Happy 52nd Independence Day

2009-08-31T01:03:00.003+08:00

in just a blink of an eye, it's officially our 52nd Independence day..Appreciation to the elders who joined forces to gain independence for Malaysia. Proud to be Malaysian! Yeay!!

only it's awkward no such massive celebration, maybe just not yet... maybe everyone lack of energy during fasting..hmm patriotism should not be abandoned..

kau ada??

2009-08-30T18:04:00.002+08:00

transform!!

2009-08-30T17:59:00.001+08:00

bad banana

2009-08-30T17:55:00.002+08:00

erk!!

2009-08-30T17:52:00.002+08:00

Wonder Baby!!

2009-05-17T13:52:00.002+08:00

Tig Tag by Adlynn cow

2009-05-13T12:36:00.003+08:00

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle or any music library list ( eg. WMP, Winamp, Real Player and etc)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Rock n Roll-The couples

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
All i want to do is rock-Travis

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Can't smile without you-Barry Manilow

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Fuck you very much-Lily Allen

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Heartless-Kanye West

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Love remains the same-Gavin Rossdale

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superhuman-Cgris Brown & Keri Hilson

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Just Like Heaven - The Cure

WHAT IS 2+2?
Flowers in the window-Travis

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
You make it real-James Morrison

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My life sucks without you-Kelly Clarkson

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I hate this part right here-Pussycat dolls

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Sampai syurga-Faizal Tahir

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I ran-Bowling for soup
(eh yeke?? hehe)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Headstrong-Trapt

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Just the two of us-Will Smith
(hehe..)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Final Countdown-Europe
(muahahaha gila ke hape..)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
highway to hell-acdc
(erkk..??)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Question existing-Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
No promises-shane ward
(ade kaitan ke??)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
The bullet will never lie and the time will prove all things-The Chariot

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Broken-Chris Daughtry

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
(erkk..mp3 hang jap heh)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
You really got me now-Kinks

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Dil to pagal hai
(haha gila da..)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Wait for you-Elliot Yamin

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
(Hang lagi dowh..)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
With you-Chris Brown

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
How to save a life-The Fray

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Hurt-Christina Aguilera

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Naive-The Kooks

susah gila dowh tag neh..bagila yang senang cket..

Final exam??

2009-05-11T14:39:00.008+08:00

yeay!! final da dekat....

Sepilah dikau

2009-05-07T14:06:00.005+08:00

Muzik gila rancak lah~ membingit kepala, membuat hatiku berdebar, goyah tembok aman, menyaksikan dusta-dusta katamu, membuatku bimbang, kerna kau istimewa, mengindahkan hidupku, terang menyuluh seluruh kegelapan...oh bulan, berikan aku harapan, yang bakal mengubati hatiku yang luka ini, hancur dan musnah dimamah kejahilan, kerna dia tak pernah mengerti, mengerti yang ku tega melakukan segalanya untuk yang teristimewa, sentiasa mendiamkan diri, seperti sipulanah, yang menyepi, kerna hatiku bimbang, tentang si dia yang istimewa buatku, bimbang, tentang si dia yang tak pernah kenal apa-apa, ku bimbang, tentang si dia yang istimewa, kerna hatiku bimbang, ke mana dikau saat diriku menanti langkahmu datang, dengan janji-janji yang kau agungkan, personalitiku berubah kerna ku mahukan ia, di sini dan bila akhir nanti, semua akan pergi, kemana? siang malam ku hancur, pabila bayanganmu muncul di fikiranku, siang malamku hancur, kerna semua milikku hilang dari sisiku, ku rasa bersalah penuh dosa, lemah, kepadamu ku luahkan kata ampun, bantulah diriku, ku hancur, dan jangan kau bertanya ke mana hilangnya semua, semua yang indah disini..

All hail Barcelona, Manchester United

2009-05-07T09:00:00.008+08:00

a hectic game become marvellous after a late, late score by iniesta in the 93rd minute making the

aggregates 1-1 (win on away goal). Barcelona are off to the final.

The Finale will be held in Stadio Olimpico, Rome.

Christiano Ronaldo celebrates his second goal which leads to aggregate 4-1

Rain dance

2009-05-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

did you hear the neck broke? i'm laughing like hell hahahahahaha!!

but RAIN, i salute you!!

Mr. Mariah Carey

2009-05-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

who are they???

2009-05-06T23:00:00.005+08:00

are their future gonna be bright?? can they live a life??..

old man can jump

2009-05-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

bloody hell, damn, hell yeah!! what an absurd things to do, days by days, hours, minutes counting down waiting for final exam when all the others had finished theirs. Depressing,

frustrating witch of destruction, increasing the flow rate of my adrenaline, rising blood pressure bursting my brains out, RUN, Forrest, RUNN... thats what happen when you caught up doing crazy things when you are retard. My curse word DAMN!! always speech out cursing and babbling.. i wish i could have a time travel machine or something maybe i could just jump into a month later, lay down under the bright sun on the clean, wide beach, drinking lemonade and stuff.. scuba diving, surfing, burying people alive!! muahahaha but it all ended with fantasy and imagination afterall, and sunburnt of course. Boring o' boring, pathetic loser, crossing fingers, might hope a new life to change, to improve...

you are so young, my young padawan..wake up, your light sabers are charging waiting to serve you.. take it, take it and execute all the exam papers..DAMN it!! burn it all, burn it all!! (dreaming...) as always i woke up at 6am but just for a few moment shutting off the alarms hehe..but basically at 8am is my time to refreshing up, stretching, work out, exhale the freshness air but note with PIG FLU..you sneeze, the next time you see the mirror your nose changed....you sure don't wanna have it haha.. Jogging?? naaa..just a morning bath with bubbles and aromatic shower foam.. clothes on, sitting in front the dull table, studying of course... exchanging study with sleeping, a perfect 8 hours straight till 5pm.. like always, basketball suits up, starting up my old buddy REMP-IT partner and off to the court.. 3 games straight of full court game where winners stays, hard to breath, no stamina, and lack of DUTCH LADY FRESH MILK haha..then here comes the old man!! THE OLD MAN!! joins the game. steal, turn, dribble, fastbreak, pass.... and here comes the old man flying from behind receiving ball..JUMP old man, JUMP!! and 2 points owned haha..

never ever you underestimate that an old man can jump even without his viagra and sticks..

but thats common, you know whats rare??

have you seen it daily??

DAMN!! thats new..

Julie goes overseas

2009-05-06T20:16:00.007+08:00

Band members:

WAN-bass

ANT-guitar

AZWAN-guitar

MONCHE-drums

JAZLAN ZAKIRIN-vocals

Tracklisting:

01 - Si Dia (4:19)

02 - Tinggal (5:05)

03 - I Got Time (5:12)

04 - Jauh (3:14)

05 - Personaliti Berubah (3:39)

click here! download

mari menyaksikan bersama:

Queen of Langkasuka

2009-05-06T20:06:00.003+08:00

Queen Hijau of Pattani faces overthrow by the rebel Prince Rawai, who is allied with pirate captain Black Raven. The pirates attempt to capture some giant cannon invented by Dutchman Janis Bree and Chinese inventor Lim Kium, but the Dutch ship carrying the cannon blows up and the cannons sink into the sea.

Download link kat bwh ni:

part 1 - http://www.mediafire.com/?finntzwtiik

part 2 - http://www.mediafire.com/?m2j5zmzlnqz

part 3 - http://www.mediafire.com/?m2ne11zzooz

part 4 - http://www.mediafire.com/?kjmi2ygifw3

part 5 - http://www.mediafire.com/?mttitduyu0n

enjoy!!

Mad man

2009-05-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

me as a madman

wearing a masks of madness since i was born

yet now my masks was stolen from the midnight

by the cursed thief

i woke up being kissed by the sunshine of daylight

kissed on my naked face

felt warm and fresh

i need mask no more

blessed my thief you are

though i am mad yet so many questions tumbling down on my thoughts

to seek answer and truth

but in the end i found a brick wall of secrecy and lies

blocking my to paradise

i punched by a faithful fists

not even a crack occur

and then i used the hammer of force

not even a brick fell down

i look down, deep in my virgin mind

deep, deep in my beating heart

i found a light

a thousand lights never found before

so pure and refreshing

come straight to my naked eye

throught the brick wall of secrecy and lies

i see my paradise behind

where my life should end there

i gave the circle of trust

strengthen by the force of my loved ones

and whom i trust

i look and see through the brick wall with hole

secrecy and lies may do be powerful

but weak in the eye of trust

come my fellow

the brick wall are falling down

falling to the ground of pathetic soil

lets walk together to the path of paradise

where stream and riverbank of happiness

flows through the garden of loyalty

come, walk by my side to the shining white light

warm and refreshing......

ouh siang da rupanya..pebenda aku mimpi smlm??

ROCK & ROLL QUEEN

2009-05-03T11:34:00.002+08:00

You are the sun,
You are the only one,
My heart is blue,
My heart is blue for you

Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen

You are the sun,
You are the only one,
You are so cool,
You are so rock & roll

Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, BE MY LITTLE ROCK & ROLL QUEEN
You are the sun,
You are the only one,
You are so cool,
You are SO ROCK & ROLL,

Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my little rock & roll queen
Be my, be my, be my LITTLE ROCK & ROLL QUEEN

will you be my rock & roll queen?

should i proposed you?

pleaseeee???

i love you..really do love you

please be my rock & roll queen..c'mon bitch!!

just accept it

you're mine..

bitch world

2009-05-03T11:04:00.005+08:00

How does it feel when life's become biatch

your life gets ruined

your life gets disastreous

your life gets messy

your life gets depressed

but did you ever know, they do really colors your life

life ain't gonna be what you most desire

life's are unpredictable.....

at makes you stress till you feel like bitch??

girls? problem makers

money? find some!! bebeh!!

job? stand up and go for interviews

studies? hah you shoudn't mix that up..go shisha or whatever, make life shorter

exams? who don't do exams????

family problems? leave it to them..

c'mon bitch.. thats common.. people don't get away form this situation..find a way..

go out and get some fun!!

you can do what ever you want.. get out from that bitch world, man..

hidup neh..

2009-01-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

hidup neh sangat bosan laaaaa~

majlis pertunangan..

2008-12-18T17:32:00.003+08:00

selesai sudah pertunangan dengan gadis pilihan hatiku..

eh

eh

cam ada silap je..

opss..patutla..bukan saya ye yang bertunang haha..
Siti Zubaidah binti Kamarudin yakni adi bongsu kepada bonda saya bru sahaja selamat bertunang dengan pasangannya bernama ayie atau nama sebenar tidak diketahui..

di tengah2 tuh siti zubaidah ye.. merangkap mak su saya.. yang merah kt belakang maap ye da berpunya ye..merangkap mak lang saya hehe..klu nak yang baju putih dan purple contactla saya bley kenen2kan hehe

inilah cincin pertunangannya..kuning bulat2 tuh bukan cincin k..nampak batu je

mak su saya berposing nampaknya..mungkin bakalan dia tau wajahnya masuk metro wah gitu!!
makcik2 laen cbuk mengenangkan zaman mudanya dulu..hua3 klasik da makcik oi

nih antara rombongan belah lelaki..aih makcik menonggeng nak bawak lari kek ye??

hehe..sekian salam pertunangan

Kenduri!!!

2008-12-02T12:09:00.005+08:00

haih bila pikir pasal kenduri mesti macam bley pikir kan..kan

tapi ini bukan kenduri kahwin bila si mak bapak pengantin sebok kecoh camne nak hias pelamin..

tapi ini pun bukan kenduri selamat untuk orang belajar abroad, bila budak yang nak pergi fly tuh malam nak kenduri la baru nak pack barang..

tapi bukan juga kenduri kesyukuran untuk orang yang baru bersalin, bila si bapanya x tentu arah nak makbulkan permintaan si isteri mengidam daging kambing..hehe

tapi ada jugak orang pikir nih mungkin kenduri yang orang kata "yang macam open house tuh ke??", ish lagila bukan xpenah pergi kenduri ke??

mungkin, mungkinla kenduri untuk orang berkhatan ke?? kenduri kesyukuran untuk orang da sunat!!

ye betol!!! (ish apelah susah sangat nak teka kenduri apa)
haha

Akhirnya, akhirnya betol jugak korunk teka..ngeh3

kenduri sunat ini diadakan di kampong Jenjarom, Banting, Kuala Langat, Selangor, Malaysia bagi mereka yang masih belom penah dengar nama kampong nih..hehe di rumah Wak Selamat, moga-moga selamat sejahtera ke anak cucunya ye, selamat menyunatkan 2 orang anak kecilnya yang bila di tanya..

"kenapa ko sunat abang??", aku bertanya..
"laa orang yang da sunat je boley kawen abah kata, sebab tuh sunat, nak kawen. hehe", berlagak je mukanya.

Bapanya suh aku tutup mulut jangan sampai bocor rahsia
Haih kesian budak2 nih
Kahwin ni banyak tanggungjawabnya, tapi ko baru darjah 5..cuba kira bape tahun lagi ko nak kawen..attoiaii

inilah budak2 zaman sekarang, fikirannya di racuni dengan perkataan kahwin atau lebih sesuai dikatakan di umpan oleh bapanya supaya anaknya x lari masa Tok Mudim sebok asah pisau potong hahaha!!

ada macam-macam yang kitorang tolong masak hari tuh kat rumah Wak selamat.. satu kampung turun tolong, hiperbola betol haha..

kitorang nak masak dalam talam, ada sambal goreng, tumis kangkung masak belacan, dan pelbagai lagi..

tapi ada satu resepi yang cek nak tunjuk kat ampa semua camna nak buat begedil, atau lebih dikenali sebagai bebola mash potato, bagi mereka yang susah nak paham hehe..

Langkah 1:

(kentang2 nih mesti digoreng dulu melembutkan isinya, senang nak tumbuk sampai penyek)

Langkah 2:

(kentang2 sudah pon dilenyekkan dan digumpal2 serta ditambahkan pelbagai initipati2 yang disyaratkan oleh Wak Selamat hehe)

Langkah 3:

(akhirnya mak cik akan berusaha menggumpalkan penyekan kentang tadi)
(mak cik2 lebih bergosip dari bekerja haha)

Langkah 4:

(gumpalan tadi sudah siap digumpalkan)
Perhatian: hanya yang pakar sahaja mampu melakukan aksi ini. Begedil yang mempunyai saiz, berat, kandungan lemak, bentuk yang sama. Perhati betol2 haha

Langkah 5:

alahai gambar lupa nak ambik.. Akhirnya begedil di salut dengan telur dan digoreng semula.. Vuala!! siapla begedil Wak Selamat hehe

inilah gambaran nasi dalam talam.

(uih sedap2, basuh tangan dulu k, jangan maen redah je)

tapi yang bestnya Wak Selamat nih, dia xlupa sedara mara..bila ahli2 qariah masjid semua da balik dia buat event special..

IKAN BAKAR!!!

hehe makan2 jangan x tapau

Home at last

2008-12-02T11:12:00.004+08:00

well its nearly two weeks i've ended like statue in my own house..boring is an absolute word to describe my life during the semester holidays..well i finished my semester's final exam on 18th November, Tuesday... but i went home on the Saturday morning, held back finding some amusement to cure the dullness.. so i went to Greentown Mall which is situated in Ipoh, Perak to trade my phone to a new one..yeah, that's right i have my new phone now..Sony Ericsson K810i with 3.2 megapixel much more greater than the Motorola L7 with only VGA..daa~

boring~

boring~

boring~

That's all that i can describe..

Well, we planned to go for karok(karaoke) for the day left, but there was an unexpected incident came up which there were 2 students died on Thursday, 20th November 2008..
The cause of the death was from heart malfunction and the other had an accident, a motorcycle crashed with a buffalo.. Al-fatihah for them both..

Early in the morning of Friday, I accompanied Amer to go to the funeral in Klang..Here we go the 4 of us in Kancil along the highway..Very depressing haha but had enough joy back there.. There are one of us who known as "Boy" a final year student was with us that day.. The student that died from heart malfunction was a Silat student.. So, some of the Silat members came to give respect to the decease..

We need to go back to UTP early because Boy need to have exam the next day.. After the funeral settled, we rushed back but we stopped a moment in Kuala Selangor to eat..

d'station that's what it is called..

a bit silent for a restaurant, but it was evening.. after the sunset there will be loads of people watching soccer games through the large white screen there, left-side of the picture.. you better come early or you will even sit on the floor haha..

we ate a lot back there.. sup tulang, sup ekor, kailan ikan masin, telur dadar, sotong goreng tepung and drinks.. perghh sure meleleh.. very starving that time..but wait, Broo!! what happen to your face?? haha..

until it was Saturday, i went back home early in the morning with my parents..

yeay!!

2008-11-02T15:07:00.002+08:00

Tontoni Upin & Ipin setiap hari jumaat, sabtu, dan ahad pada pukul 7.30 malam di tv9
(click for further information)

Addicted to me....

2008-10-22T02:47:00.000+08:00

I woke you up before (before, before)
You had the chance to dream
You almost missed the dance (the dance, the dance)
But never skipped a beat

You never could admit (admit, admit)
We've had a history
Your friends would throw a fit (a fit, a fit)
So you had to smuggle me

Don't give up
I won't give up on you
I've been loyal without
Having something to prove
I'm not a killer
I'm just killing your doubts

Don't you know that
I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll see
That you're addicted to me (to me, to me)

The guilt is all on you (on you, on you)
But I'm easier to blame
But I can still relieve (relieve, relieve)
Your ordinary pain

Don't give up
I won't give up on you
I've been loyal without
Having something to prove
I'm not a killer
I'm just killing your doubts

Don't you know that
I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll see
That you're addicted

You can love
You can lust
You can use me
All you want
You can lie
You can trust
You confuse me
Baby

I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll see
That you're addicted

I'll be here forever
Even if you leave
And if you look for something better
Soon you'll see
That you're addicted to me (to me, to me)

That you're addicted to me (to me, to me) x4
I'll be here forever

kesunyian tanpamu wahai sahabat..

2008-10-21T01:37:00.003+08:00

adakah aku bertepuk sebelah tangan? adakah aku kesunyian mengharapkan seseorang untuk hadir dalam hidupku, membuatkan aku mencari tempat mengadu...ruang masa berhenti tika aku memerhatikan daun berguguran ke permukaan bumi dari pohon rendang yang indah sekali..kulit ku lembut dibelai angin yang dingin dan hangat tanpa sedikit pun aku merasa kesejukan..aku pandang ke langit yang biru melihat betapa indahnya ciptaan tuhan untuk tatapan sekalian alamnya.. awan berkumpul di atas memenuhi langit seolah-olah memberi lindungan dan teduhan kepadaku... tanganku dipaut rakan di kala aku memerlukan pertolongan mahupun memberikan pertolongan pada yang memerlukan..aku masih mempunyai segalanya di sekeliling ku.. tapi sentiasa merasakan kekurangan.."ada lagi yang lebih bermakna dalam diriku", hatiku berdesus ..sahabat baikku..aku mempunyai sahabat yang baik lagi rapat di sampingku..

sahabat,

aku merasakan kehilangan tanpanya,

aku merasa jauh tanpa di sisinya,

aku merasa hiba tanpa dia menghiburkan aku,

aku merasa kesunyian tanpa dirinya menemani aku,

TAPI...

aku merasa sangat tenang dan bahagia kerna dia sentiasa ada dalam hatiku,

aku merasa sangat riang dengan dia membuat ku tertawa,

aku merasa tenteram kerna dia membuat aku sentiasa percaya akan wujudnya harapan,

aku merasa jiwaku aman dengan kata-katanya yang manis dan bermakna,

SAHABAT ADALAH SEGALANYA UNTUKKU,

andai kata harta, kesibukan,emosi dan nafsu mampu mengaburi mataku,

akan aku pejamkan mataku,

mengenang kembali saat ku bahagia bersama sahabat baikku,

di kala aku tertawa dan senyum saat dia menari di hadapanku,

berkongsi bersama tiap saat yang kau ku merasakan amat berharga buatku,

akan ku lakarkan setiap kenangan kita bersama di atas diari,

agar dapat kita mengenang kembali saat kita bersama,

sebagai penawar di kala ku duka dan lara,

sebagai penyejuk hati di kala ku sedang amarah,

sebagai peneman di kala ku kesunyian,

membayangkan wajahmu di hadapanku,

aku amat memerlukanmu, wahai sahabat baikku...

maafkan ak andai aku melukakan hatimu,

maafkan aku andai aku lama tidak menghubungi mu,

aku alpa dengan sikapku yang penuh dengan kekurangan,

aku hanya insan yang biasa,

yang tidak sempurna seperti insan yang lain,

berilah aku masa untuk memahamimu,

membuatkan ku sedar betapa dikau amat bermakna di dalam hatiku,

akan ku coba untuk menjadi yang terbaik untukmu,

kerna kelak kita akan sentiasa bertemu,

sahabat jangan tinggalkan daku,

terimalah aku seadanya yang coba mencari apa yang terbaik,

belajar untuk apa yang kita tuju dan perbaiki diri,

aku merayu....wahai sahabat baikku..

Adakah kau mencintaiku??

2008-10-18T13:06:00.002+08:00

Beribu hari ku lalui bersama mu….

Namun kau tak pernah peduli kan hadirku….

Berjuta masa ku menemani raga mu…

Namun batinmu tak pernah ingin kan ku…

Hingga ambang batas rasa cintaku….

Ku langkahkan kaki menjauhi mu….

Namun tetap tak kau relakan….

Apa yang sebenarnya ada dalam kalbumu???

cinta atau kah sebatas keinginan dan ke egoisan???

ku terdiam sejenak tuk memutuskan…

mengenang kembali perbuatanmu padaku terdahulu

mewujudkan rasa gelisah dalam hatiku

berpeluh-peluh tanda ku berusaha

cinta ku pada mu tetap berkobar…

dan kuputuskan untuk tetap tinggal di dekat mu…

hari pun silih berganti…

namun kau tetap seperti yang dulu…

acuh dan tak peduli pada cintaku…

menyakiti hatiku dengan perbuatanmu

membuatku pantas membuang mu dari perasaanku

dan hingga batas waktu ini…

slalu dan kan slalu kupertanyakan…

ADAKAH ENGKAU MENCINTAIKU

oh perutku..

sakit perut nih..

p toilet sat...

oh dikau~

2008-10-18T12:39:00.004+08:00

Selalu saja kau bilang percaya

Sementara waktu kau penuhi dengan tanya

Keluar dengan siapa? untuk apa?

Dalam balutan Intonasi selidik dan benci

Aku tahu engkau sungguh-sungguh setia

Mengkhuatirkanku sepanjang waktu tanpa jeda

Membiarkanku membawamu sering hanya tuk sebuah romansa

Kuakui… kau sungguh luar biasa

Bukan aku tak percaya atau benci

2 hati kita menyatu jadi sepasang jiwa

Bukan aku tak setia atau mencoba

Membiarkan kau jatuh dan terluka

Hanya… jangan jadikan aku butiran pasir pantai

Hanyut di bawa ombak

Aku takkan mencelaimu untuk rasa yang aku puja

Takkan kukurangi besarnya rasa dari sediakala

Namun mengertilah… ku kan lebih bahagia

Jika dapat sebenar-benarnya kau percaya

Aku akan meninggalkanmu

Pergi untuk tempoh yang lama

Membawa diri ke kehidupan dengan pasangan yang baru

oh cinta ku, FZ 150i...

selamat tinggal Lagenda ku..

the basics

2008-10-18T09:01:00.002+08:00

Watch for The Basics(myspace) and add them if you want..

Genre: Rock
Dapper grey suits and neat hair cuts(obvious nod to the early Beatles)
Perform upbeat guitar pop inspired by the early 60's, complete with three-part harmonies, Love Me Do lyrics and lanky gusto.
They are promoting their coming debut album June this year, Stand Out/Fit in, with a tri-state tour sees them playing Surry Hill's Hopetoun Hotel, the Troubadour in Brisbane and Melbourne's Athanaeum.
Bassists-Kris Schroeder, singer-songwriter and drummer-Wally de Backer
Like Drawing Blood, under Gotye's name become one of the most critically acclaimed Australian albums of 2006.
The first Gotye record(2003's broadface) sold a modest thousand copies.
Second album Like Drawing Blood won the Australian Independant Record Labels Association award for most outstanding new independant artist and the Australian Music Prize award for outstanding potential, as well as being voted by Triple J listeners as their favourite album last year.
sonically, the Basics are far away from the sampled and atmosferic Gotye. Their only common ground is de Backer's ear for a pop hook and his supremely elastic vocal cords.
Schroeder first met and jammed with de Backer at a Melbourne party, asking for a more sober collaboration.
Schroeder asked de Backer to sing "Long As I Can See The Light" by creedence Clearwater Revival.
The Basics' debut nods to both the grittier Kinks and the kind of white-boy reggae that a re-formed Police would envy, which is more prevalant on the first single, "Lookin' Over My Shoulder".
The Basics loves raw energy of classic '60's guitar pop.

Oh Atreyu~

2008-10-17T19:24:00.001+08:00

please visit us at online store.. rock t-shirts waiting for ya!!

36 Crazyfists

2008-10-17T14:24:00.004+08:00

HISTORY- 36 Crazyfists atau dikenali sebagai 36CF(myspace) <= checkout!!

Ditubuhkan pada Disemberr 1994 , berasal daripada Anchorage, Alaska.


Label(s)	Roadrunner, DRT Entertainment, Ferret

Ahli-ahli asal band ini terdiri daripada vokalist Brock Lindow, guitarist Ryan Brownell, bassist JD Stuart and drummer Thomas Noonan.

sepanjang karier band ini telah menghasilkan 2 EPs dan 1 LP sebelum mengikat kontrak dengan syarikat rakaman. EP yang pertama merupakan Boss Buckle dihasilkan dalam tahun 1995, diikuti Suffer Tree dalam 1997 dan terakhir adalah LP In the Skin yang dihasilkan dalam tahun 1997.

CD demo telah pun dirakamkan pada tahun 1999. 3 dari 4 lagu demo kemudiannya di produktasikan dalam2002 major label debut.

dengan impian untuk memasuki industri muzik, band ini berpindah dari Alaska ke Portland, Oregon selepas kematian ahli asal bassist, JD Stuart dalam kemalangan kereta. dari sini mereka bekerjasama dengan System of a Down, Primus, Blink-182 dan NOFX. mereka lebih rapat dengan metal band Skinlab, yang menyerahkan demo kepada A&R reps at Roadrunner Records.

Ahli

Brock Lindow-vocals(1994-present)
Steve Holt-guitar(1996-present)
Mick Whitney-guitar(1996-present)
Thomas Noonan-drums(1994-present)

Ahli asal

JD Stuart-bass(mati dalam kemalngan kereta pada July 1996)
Ryan Brownell-guitarist(1994-1996)

Independent releases

Boss Buckle EP (1995)
Suffer Tree EP (1997)
In the Skin (1997)
Demo '99 (1999)
The Oculus EP (2008)

Other releases

2003 – "At the End of August" – dalam MTV2 Headbangers Ball
2004 – "Beauty Through the Eyes of a Predator" – oleh Demon Hunter featuring Brock Lindow dalam album mereka Summer of Darkness
2004 – "Bloodwork" – dalam Resident Evil: Apocalypse Soundtrack
2004 – "Workhorse" (Cast Iron Hike cover) – dalam Jäger Music Rarities Promotional Giveaway
2005 – "Destroy the Map" – dihasilkan dalam rangka masa tahun 2005 April tour di UK dan Europe. Also termasuk "Workhorse" dan "Sad Lisa" covers
2006 – "I'll Go Until My Heart Stops" – dalam MTV2 Headbanger's Ball: The Revenge
2006 – "Digging the Grave" (Faith No More cover) –dalam Kerrang! High Voltage

Major releases

Tahun	Tajuk	Label	Chart peaks^[5]
Tahun	Tajuk	Label	Billboard 200	Heatseekers	Independent Albums
2002	Bitterness the Star	Roadrunner Records	—	—	—
2004	A Snow Capped Romance	Roadrunner Records	—	21	—
2006	Rest Inside the Flames	DRT Entertainment	—	—	—
2008	The Tide And Its Takers	Ferret Music	155	4	11
"—" denotes a release that did not chart.

second time!!

2008-10-17T09:45:00.006+08:00

it was thursday morning, the day i don't have any class after the dawn until the clock struct 12 o'clock.. but there was a talk held in the chancellor hall..i wonder what could it be and who will present the talk..well as always, each year he will, Tun Dr. Mahathir. well i woke up at 8am, went for a shower, putting my clothes on, starting my bike, and went off to the talk. At the same time, The EDX(engineering design exhibition) was there since wednesday.. looking odd, the event was not much happening as much as the past..

we walked, and walked (me and fauzan)...

looking around..

then,

farahin and papoki offering us Vico drink, (well it's ok, we'll take other one):P

we went into the chancellor hall first to hear the talk,

but, woah!! massive people!!

for the first time i saw the hall was full, and some of them sitting on the stairs..

well, we still want to hear the talk so we sat near the elevator looking the x-prime minister from far away..

certainly, we're not fully hearing what he gonna say, but we're waiting for the Q&A session..

it's much more interesting to acknowledge the essence of information..

yep3 we sure had another class after that starting at 1 till 5.. damn!! i'm tired and sick being everywhere.

at 5pm..,

DE class dismissed, fuuh!! luckily there was no quiz, i was hell scared, wasn't preparing for any of it..i started my bike..it was raining alright..i was near to a junction, taking a good cornering when there was no car but only pedestrian..i hit my brakes to have a low knee-road cornering..but then.........

KABABOOM!!!

(well, of course my bike doesn't explode, whose gonna write this blog)
( did not know how to describe the sound)

i fell off from my bike..my helmet went off, dangerous one!!
i only had my arms to cover my head!
arghh!! my arms bleeds, and i think i broke my leg and bones.. i cant bend it..aiyaa!!
my ribs fractured..
my pants torn a bit..
luckily, i am still ALIVE.. for god sake!!
i walked to my room few feet away..
cleaning my wound.. it hurts

well it was my second time..

do women takes more time shopping??

2008-10-16T06:43:00.005+08:00

hey guys, long time no see.. well kind of bz back there and some technical problem, and now moods back!!

well there's something I want to share, something common, something that makes our nerve came up..haha well that should be for those in couples, no?? well you should be experiencing it when your married..

that should not be enough ayte?? well there's more

haih thats so explaining it..go deeply and recall back

minta maaf

2008-09-25T04:51:00.001+08:00

kepada yang mengikuti kisah 'akhirnya...', minta maaf kerana part 2 tertunda ke masa yang yang lain atas sebab masalah teknikal..terima kasih atas sokongan anda

2008-09-15T02:09:00.001+08:00

Pemilihan huruf pertama pada nama juga adalah penting. Berikut sebagai sedikit panduan.

Ramah dan murah senyuman. Mereka juga pandai menyesuaikan diri dalam pergaulan selain bijaksana dan cerdas. Kelemahannya, sangat mudah berasa hati, dan mudah mengeluarkan kata-kata pedas ketika meluahkan perasaan marah. Meskipun begitu marahnya mudah reda.

Selalu tenang dalam menghadapi masalah yang rumit dan membahayakan dirinya adalah ciri penampilannya. Mereka juga sangat setia dan penyabar, yang menjadikannya amat disenangi dalam pergaulan. Kelemahannya, sangat mudah tersinggung.

Ramah dan pandai berbicara. Ini yang menjadikannya popular di kalangan rakan-rakan. Mereka tidak bersungguh dalam bertindak dan selalu menganggap masalah yang dihadapi adalah remeh.

Pendiam, bercakap hanya bila perlu. Sopan, berdisiplin dan kuat bekerja. Kelebihannya itulah yang menghasilkan kejayaan dalam mencapai cita-cita. Kelemahannya adalah selalu bimbang dan sukar mempercayai orang lain.

Pandai dan penuh pertimbangan dalam menjalankan tanggung jawab. Sikapnya periang bila hatinya senang, tetapi suka berdiam diri apabila hatinya gundah dan boleh membuatkan hati orang lain terluka.

Punya pendirian yang teguh, tidak mudah goyah dan keras kepala. Mereka juga sukar memaafkan. Tidak setia dan amat berhati-hati bila berbelanja.

Kerap murung dan bersedih hati. Pendiriannya mudah dipengaruhi. Tekun belajar ketika rakannya bermalas-malasan dan sebaliknya suka bermalas-malasan ketika rakannya sedang tekun.

Mudah simpati, bahasanya lemah-lembut. Tidak pernah melukai perasaan orang lain. Selalu tergesa-gesa dalam melakukan pekerjaan, suka berkhayal dan bercita-cita terlalu tinggi.

Suka memendam perasaan dan permasalahan. Mereka juga mudah merasa curiga dan cemburu terhadap orang lain. Suka menangis.

Ramah dan murah senyuman. Mereka juga pandai menyesuaikan diri dalam pergaulan. Mudah merasa ragu dalam membuat keputusan dan tidak tegas.

Pandai berjenaka. Hari-harinya sentiasa ceria walaupun perasaannya gundah. Kelemahannya suka bercerita rahsia sendiri.

Ramah dan pandai bergaul dan mempunyai ramai kawan. Tidak suka bergosip dan mencampuri urusan orang lain. Amat berhati-hati bila berbelanja. Kelemahannya, tidak menepati masa.

Pandai dan kreatif, suka kelembutan dan jika dikongkong, mereka akan berontak. Senang dijadikan sahabat, kerana mereka tidak berkira. Kelemahannya, boros dan keras kepala.

Baik hati dan rapi dalam berpakaian.. Mereka suka menghulurkan tangan menolong orang lain tanpa memikirkan balasan. Kelemahannya, mudah bersedih hati dan kurang percaya diri.

Serba boleh. Suka memendam perasaan dan permasalahan serta sukar mempercayai orang lain. Akibatnya ramai yang menggapnya sombong dan suka memilih teman.

Pandai berjenaka dan selalu ceria. Punya banyak idea dan sangat kretif. Sering melakukan sesuatu yang belum dilakukan orang lain.. Agak pendendam dan boros.

Setia dan mudah memaafkan orang lain. Suka meluangkan waktunya untuk kawan-kawan. Keras kepala, sukar diatur dan mudah emosi.

Pendiam dan bercakap hanya bila perlu. Tekun dengan kerja yang disukai dan bersungguh-sungguh dalam mengejar cita-cita. Suka mengkritik. Dan sukar mengawal bicara ketika marah.

Pandai dan tekun dalam mengejar cita-cita. Tidak suka pada orang yang suka memungkiri janji. Kelemahannya mudah tersinggung selain sukar menahan emosi. Jika sudah emosi marahnya meledak-ledak.

Sangat berdisiplin. Selalu mengerjakan sesuatu menurut aturan buku. Tidak suka mengelamun atau bermalas-malasan. Suka menonjolkan diri selain senang gugup, terutama bila bersalah.

Suka berterus-terang dan menyendiri. Naif baginya merugikan orang lain. Tidak tahan dengan kritikan dan kurang pandai menyusun kata-kata jika berbicara didepan orang ramai.

Tutur katanya lembut dan pemalu. Pandai meyesuiakan diri. Selain itu, mereka juga pandai menguasai orang disekitarnya dengan cerita-cerita yang memikat. Tidak suka berterus terang.

Ramah dan mudah simpati. Sikapnya amat menawan. Punya toleransi yang tinggi dan ringan tangan. Keras kepala dan sukar diatur, tetapi hatinya boleh dilembutkan dengan kesabaran dan kelembutan.

Budi pekertinya halus. Suka melakukan pekerjaan sosial. Mudah tersinggung dan tidak akan berbaik dengan mereka yang menyinggungnya.

Pendiam dan tidak suka menonjolkan diri. Ramai menganggapnya sombong walaupun sebenarnya mereka adalah sahabat yang baik. Tidak berani mengemukakan pendapat.

Pandai berjenaka dan menyesuaikan diri dalam pergaulan. Suka disapa terlebih dulu dan gemar menonjolkan diri.

Akhirnya..

2008-09-11T23:50:00.005+08:00

part 1..

buzz..buzz..buzz..

telefon bimbitku vibrate..rupanya mesej dari si dia. Ada 3 mesej belum di baca. Jam tangan Casio ku menunjukkan baru pukul 8.30 pagi dan hari ini 13 September, aku ada temu janji dengannya di Midvalley. Hampir 3 bulan tak dapat bertemu dengannya kerana aku sering sibuk dengan esaimen dan kelab di universiti.. Hari ini aku bakal melepaskan segala kerinduan aku padanya, satu-satunya bunga di dalam hati. Aku bercadang membelikannya sebuah hadiah, hadiah yang amat bernilai untuk hubungan kami, bukti aku masih sayangkannya.. Kelmarin, aku singgah di sebuah kedai cenderamata dengan pelbagai barang perhiasan yang menarik perhatian, ingin saja aku membeli kesemuanya tapi aku hanya membawa duit yang mencukupi sahaja..Puas aku keliling seluruh kedai, tapi tiada yang melambangkan perasaan aku kepadanya. Tiba-tiba aku terlihat sebuah kristal yang berkilau di sinari lampu jauh di sudut kedai.. Ia sebuah Kristal berbentuk hati. Terdapat kad yang tertulis di situ. "Cinta dan kasih kita umpama bulan dan bintang , sentiasa bersama, begitu jua cinta dan kasihku padamu". Agak jiwang bila aku membaca kad itu tapi itu sahaja yang menarik perhatian dan ak terus ke kaunter pembayaran untuk membeli kristal itu. Mungkin aku tak perlu memberikannya kad itu kepadanya. Biar kristal itu meluahkan segala perasaan kau terhadap si dia. Aku teringat tahun lalu kami keluar bersama di Kuala Lumpur.. Si dia ternampak kristal berbentuk hati, ditenung kristal itu amat cantik pada pandangannya. Aku hanya tersengih, suatu hari nanti aku pasti akan hadiahkannya kristal seumpama itu..

Aku sudah tiba di KL Sentral, mengambil transit untuk ke stesen seterusnya ke Midvalley di platform 6.. Begitu ramai manusia menunggu ketibaan tren yang akan membawa kami semua ke destinasi masing-masing. Oh ak terlupa. Hari ini kan sabtu pasti ramai yang cuti, mengambil peluang untuk berseronok dan menghilangkan stress.. Begitu juga aku, menghilangkan beban esaimen yang tak pernah putus diberikan oleh pensyarah. Semua peringkat usia ada di situ, yang tua, muda, keseorangan begitu juga yang datang dengan teman-teman..Seperti biasa sekuriti di situ akan menjaga setiap platform, mengingatkan kami supaya tidak berdiri melebihi garisan kuning. Tidak lama kemudian terdengar pengumuman "tren ke seremban akan tiba di platform 6. Sila berikan laluan kepada penumpang untuk keluar dari tren terlebih dahulu sebelum memasukinya. terima kasih". aku menatap jam tangan casio aku, jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 1 tengahari. Aku berjanji akan bertemunya di ATM RHB bank yang terletak di aras bawah berhampiran dengan eskalator. di tangan aku, aku memegang erat hadiah yang akan aku berikan kepadanya dan cuba memikirkan ucapan yang sesuai untuk diungkap padanya setelah sekian lama tidak berjumpa. Aku akan meluahkan perasaan aku kepada si dia.. Setelah 3 tahun hubungan persahabatan kami terjalin, hati aku sudah terpaut padanya. Aku semakin sayang padanya. Sanggup melakukan apa sahaja untuknya, asalkan dia gembira. Aku suka akan senyumannya membuatkan hatiku tertawan dengan kenangan yang kami kongsi bersama.

buzz..buzz...buzz..

telefon bimbitku vibrate lagi. mesej darinya mengatakan kami akan bertemu di tempat lain, di MPH book store.. Aku meluru ke eskalator untuk ke aras atas..Aku tiba di MPH. Hatiku berdebar menanti kehadiran si dia.. sambil-sambil itu, aku meniliti novel-novel yang ada.. semuanya jiwang belaka. "Hijab sang pencinta, sandaran hati, kerana terluka, semuanya terletak dalam carta top 10 novel alaf 21", terdapat juga novel inggeris bertajuk 'tuesdays with morrie' karya Mitch Albom. tengah sibuk aku membelak halaman novel tersebut, si dia tiba dengan menepuk bahu aku..Aku terkejut dan menoleh ke belakang dengan hati yang berdebar-debar.. si dia datang dengan seorang pemuda yang agak tampan rupa parasnya dengan pakaian yang agak kasual berkasut kulit. Mempunyai ketinggian hampir sama denganku 5 kaki 6 inci.. berlainan dengan pakaianku yang agak trendy tapi simple dengan t-shirt kosong hitam, jeans topman, dan kasut onizuka tiger aku.. Aku tergamam... siapakah gerangannya pemuda ini? "Hai, saya iqram.", pemuda tersebut memulakan perbualan. Sungguh sopan pertuturannya. aku memberitahunya namaku..Si dia memotong perbualan kami dengan mengajak kami makan di McD depan panggung wayang..huhu aku pun lapar lagi, masih belum sarapan..

Hampir setengah jam kami menapak di McD. Iqram memberitahu dirinya hendak ke tandas sebentar.. tanganku menggeletar.. "Tak taula plak ko ada kawan baik selain aku", aku bertanya. Si dia hanya tersenyum dan sengih. "Haih, ko jangan nak buat statement sendiri ye. Nanti ko taulah sape mamat th", si dia membetulkan kenyataan aku.. kata-katanya membuatkan aku lagi tergamam. "Melepaslah aku. da ada orang approach dia dulu..", aku berkata sendirian. Iqram kembali dari tandas. air muka aku berubah.Iqram kelihatan pelik. tapi aku biarkan sahaja muka aku begitu.. Si dia bergurau senda dengan Iqram membuatkan aku cemburu.. Hati aku hancur dan pedih bagai luka dibubuh garam.. terasa sampai ke setiap sendi-sendi, kadar adrenalin dalam aku bertambah membuatkan hati aku berdegup lagi kencang..terasa sempit salur pernafasan aku membayangkan betapa mesranya si dia dengan Iqram.. nampaknya aku tewas lagi.. aku langsung tak berguna. aku sia-siakan peluang yang ada selama ini meluahkan perasaan aku terhadap si dia.. Si dia dengan Iqram berjalan mendahului aku, seperti aku tidak wujud di situ.. aku sudah nekad..aku mahu pulang sahaja, biarlah mereka berduaan mesra.. aku meluru ke arah si dia dan menghulurkan hadiah kepadanya dan memberi alasan aku ingin pulang kerana banyak esaimen tidak siap lagi. si dia berat membiarkan aku pergi, Iqram pula mahu aku bersama dengan mereka lebih lama lagi.. tapi apakan daya, aku seperti tak diperlukan..aku tak mahu diperdaya dengan kata-kata manis..

Aku terus ke kaunter KTM untuk membeli tiket pulang.. aku hampa dan sedih.. aku teringat dalam hadiah tersebut aku telah sertakan sepucuk surat untuk si dia. di situlah aku meluahkan segala perasaan aku kepadanya..surat itu tertulis begini;

" Kepada Lisa,
hari ini genap 3 tahun usia persahabatan kita. Telah banyak kenangan yang telah kita lalui bersama di kala suka dan duka. Kita banyak berkongsi masalah dan kegembiraan..hati aku terpaut pada kau sejak dari mula kita bertemu. hati aku gembira di kala kehadiranmu dalam hidupku mewarnai segalanya. hari yang penuh bersejarah ini, aku ingin meluahkan perasaan aku pada kau Lisa. Aku mencintaimu. aku mencintaimu kini dan selamanya.

sahabat baikmu,"
*****

Aku tiba di destinasiku.. aku terus pulang menaiki teksi, membayar tambang, dan meluru ke bilik dan mandi.. hari ini adalah hari yang sangat malang bagiku.

Jam menunjukkan pukul 12.45 malam. seperti biasa aku akan stay up seketika untuk membaca novel.. tiba-tiba, buzz..buzz..buzzz..
aku terima mesej dari si dia. Aku seperti malas untuk membaca mesejnya..tapi kuatkan semangat.. tertulis dalam mesej itu," Salam, tadi tuh bukan my brother la tapi my cousin. takkan jeles kot. kitorang memang rapat dari kecik lagi". hatiku spontan melonjak kegembiraan.. ternyata skali apa yang ku fikirkan tidak betul.. haha aku tersenyum sendirian teringat akan kisah yang berlaku di Midvalley tadi..

buzz..buzz..buzz.. mesej dari si dia sampai lagi.. "I LOVE YOU TOO :)", aku terus menjerit YAHOO!! mengejutkan seluruh penghuni rumahku..hehe

akhirnya aku masih ada peluang menawan hati si dia..masih..

to be continue..

Bulletin yang sengal di frenster~

2008-09-08T02:48:00.002+08:00

cuba anda padankan maksud setiap huruf dalam nama anda dengan maksud yang diberikan;

A: hot
•B: loves people and sex
•C: good kisser
•D: a very good galfren or boyfriend anyone ever had
•E: has gorgeous eyes
•F: loves people wild and crazy adore you
•G: very outgoing
•H: stick to one
•I: is really sweet & romantic
•J: is very sexual
•K: crazy
•L: is a very good kisser
•M: Makes dating fun
•N: is a very good kisser too!
•O: has one of the best personalities ever
•P: popular with all types of people
•Q: a hypocrite
•R: funny
•S: makes people laugh
•T: a smile to die for
•U: is loved by everyone
•V: not judgmental
•W: very broad minded
•X: never let people tell you what to do
•Y: is loved by everyone
•Z: can be funny and dumb at times

example; (mines for real hehe)

•N: is a very good kisser too!
•I: is really sweet & romantic
•Z: can be funny and dumb at times
A: hot
•M: Makes dating fun

perghh panjang gile tag!!

2008-09-08T00:40:00.003+08:00

1) The person who last tag you is?
Shak sengal~

2) Your relationship with him/her is?
#1. Roomate
#2. Coursemate
#3. Friend
#4. UTP mate
any else?~

3) Your five impression of him/her?
shak sengal~
shak sengal~
shak sengal~
shak sengal~
vespa sangat bising~
hehe~

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Kalau dia kentut, perghh aku lari keluar dari bilik nh~

5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
makan jom~
tau makan je haha~

6) If he/she become your lover, you will?
gila ke?

7) If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
kalau shak jadi pompuan, gila hodoh ah!! haha
cuba bayangkan..

8) If he/she become your enemy, you will?
habislah vespa dia..~

9) If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
ntahla..penah ke?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
apa punya soklan nh?
haa suh dia mengaji hehe~

11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
dia sangat suka tidor..
kejap mengadap laptop kejap baring..
tiap2 hari..~

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
cermin kata saya hensem wee~

13) The characters you love of yourself are?
nope.. secret!!

14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
nope, takde.. ku sangat suka akan diriku~

15) The most ideal person you want to be is?
#1. Ahmad Nizamuddin bin Abd Rahim
#2. orang berguna
#3. engineer
#4. Barrack Obama (nak jadi president USA wee~)

16) For people that care and like you, say something to them?
for all the fans, please do love and miss me..
I will give you my autograph ok hehe..

17) Pass this quiz to 5 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you?

#1.Ara
#2.Elly
#3.Izzat
#4.Aisab
#5.Wan

18) Who is no.1 having relationship with?
huh?? denganku la.. dia kata ku suami dia..kan riku? wee~

19) Is no.4 a male or female?
Female la..apa lagi??

20) If no.3 and no.5 are together, will it be a good thing?
hoh? alamak dunia sudah terbalik!!

21) What is no.2 studying about?
Law~ ak suruh dia lawyer aku..
lawyer burok pun boley~

22) When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
lame da.. cuti sem dulu tyme reramai kuar p mid.. lorh miss u guys a lot~

23) What kind of music band does no.4 like?
xtaula actually..
nashid kowt~ haha

24) Does no.1 have any siblings?
ada2..
familynya sangat best dan peramah!!
kem salam kt ur cousin arri n amad ye~

25) Will you woo no.2?
woo tuh memikat ke memancing si dia?
nope she's my bestfriend la~

26) How about no.4?
Si dia pun kawan ku yang sangat baek!!

27) Is no.1 single?
kan suda cakap tadi ku suami dia~
hehe btol tak riku??

28) What is the surname of no.3?
xtaula plak.. lupa nak tanya
jap3 not sure surname th yang mana?

29) What is the hobby of no.5?
memakai baju saiz S haha~
jgn marah~

30) Does no.1 and 5 get along well?
Of course la we all satu geng pe..

31) Where is no.2 studying at?
UKM

32) Talk something casually about no.1?
Ara tersangatlah cute~
cute~
cute~
cute~
cute~
cute~
cute~
cute~

33) Have you tried developing feelings for no.3?
NEVER EVER!! ak bukan gay lah!

34) Where does no.5 live at?
Bangi kowt~

35) What color does no.2 like?
I know, i know!!
It's PURPLE!! yeay!!

36)Are no.3 and no.1 bestfriend?
yep3~

37) Does no.3 have any pets?
Dirinya sendiri hehe~

38) Is no.1 the sexiest person in the world?
nope.. all i know is she's veeeerrrrrrrryyyyyyy cute!!

40) What is no.5 doing now?
entahlah engineering gak rasanya..~

Selamat membaca ye anda di luar sana?
ingat jangan maen mercun atahu!!a
Mak kata bahaya~
hehe

ACARA MEMILIH ISTERI...

2008-09-02T15:01:00.002+08:00

GADIS-GADIS Swaziland menari di kawasan lapang di salah sebuah istana Raja Mswati di Ludzidzini sambil disaksikan oleh keluarga diraja Swaziland. Gambar kecil ialah Raja Mswati III (depan) tiba pada majlis “Reed Dance” bagi memilih isteri baru jika beliau mahu.

Pada setiap tahun di Swaziland akan diadakan satu upacara yang dikenali sebagai “Reed Dance” yang telah menjadi satu tradisi di negara ini.

Acara ini diadakan selama tiga hari disertai antara 20,000 hingga 30,000 gadis yang akan menari sepanjang hari pada hari terakhir upacara itu.

Gadis-gadis ini akan memakai pakaian tradisi kaum mereka dan penonton yang hadir boleh menyertai mereka untuk menari.

Namun acara kemuncak ialah apabila Raja Mswati III yang memerintah negara ini akan memilih salah seorang daripada gadis itu untuk dijadikan isteri jika beliau mahu.

Setakat ini, Raja Mswati telah mempunyai 13 orang isteri.

Malaysia bila lagi?? hehe

Lagu Kita

2008-08-31T14:29:00.002+08:00

khas untuk yang special buat drku,

Deras hatiku berdetak,
di langit aku terlihat kamu,
tenang malam teman kita,
dengan angin meniup sayu,

Ku petik gitar akustik ini,
dengan harapan dia mendengar,
c/o melodi indah yang ku cipta,
hanya untuk luahkan,
rinduku padanya,

Dan aku terus,
menyanyi lagu ini untukmu,
walau berjuta mendengar,
lagu ini hanya untukmu,

Arah hidup kita tergapai bintang di angkasa,
bergelumang lukis cinta,
terciptalah lagu kita,

c/o

Sahabat

2008-08-31T12:39:00.004+08:00

Khas untuk sahabat-sahabat baik ku;

Sahabat, mengapa,
Kau pergi,
Tinggal aku sendiri,
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup,

Sahabat, Ingatlah,
Kau slalu,
Jadi yang terbaik,
Walau kau tak di sini lagi,

Sahabat, Aku rindu,
Padamu,
Datang walau sesaat,
Ku inginkan kau hadir,

c/oAku di sini dan menunggu,
Diam tanpa dirimu,

Kau tahu ku tak bisa,
Beranjak terbang dan melayang,
Tanpa dirimu,
Ku tak bisa dan kembalilah,

c/o

Can't Smile Without You

2008-08-24T12:03:00.001+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'da believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard leavin' your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you...

-Barry Manilow

We won!!

2008-08-17T20:38:00.003+08:00

Woaa!! we won today's basketball tournament by 42-36.. the Spalding's team loser.. 69 team ur da best.. you beat those guy's.. well, we're only wearing shirts, shorts and myself i wore the futsal shoes..wee~ The Spalding wore their yellow jersey showing their guts to play.. The game started like dull, the referee was talking outside the court said that we were wasting his time playing without expectation..well, hell yeah!! we all tired, no fitness, not game planning, some have no experience, all in all we don't know our team's ability..but, we played hard enough the next quarter. The next quarter was like a bit improvement about the scoring we manage to shorten the points distance from 10 to 5..They knew they're winning, but com'on man, we're not gonna let you win easily..Being modest and polite, i scored half of the points haha!! 3 point shooter!! layouts!! of those 42 points.

"Now you know our ability, guy's", "It's our showtime now", I was wondering at that time, my teammates are all exhausted, how am i gonna push my adrenalin to the limit lengthen our leading points. A bit wacky not playing basketball for a long time but naah!! I still can have the touch.. Woop!! 3points!! hehe

But, we won the last game only and lose other 3 games.. yeah, we played a bit different today, much more aggresive through the 2nd half and loads of fastbreak.. the timer shouted," 1 minutes and 42 second!!" it was like 36-34.. we have to keep up leading.. they can't make the shot when i was busy doing fastbreak going for straight 6 points of layout!! hehe

And then, Hooah!! We won at last..

More energy on less sleep??

2008-08-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

Sounds impossible but there's a research done to make it possible..

Tips;

1. Skip the venti latte

You might be tempted to suck down the biggest coffee ever when you’re tired, but if you need lasting energy, sip a little at a time throughout your day. Harvard research found that small, frequent doses of caffeine helped people stay awake for 28 hours.

2. Sniff something lemony

Splurge on that citrus hand cream: A new study found that whiffs of lemon made women feel peppier. “The scent increases production of norepinephrine, a hormone associated with energy,” says lead study author Janice Kiecolt-Glaser, Ph.D.

3. Eat some good carbs

The fiber in whole grains like brown rice and whole-wheat bread provides a long-lasting source of energy for your brain and muscles, says metabolism researcher William Evans, Ph.D. Simple carbs like sweets will give you a quick rush but leave you tired later.

4. Spend five minutes with some funny online videos

It might not seem terribly productive, but laughing at a guy flying off a speeding treadmill will perk you up temporarily. Research shows that a hearty chuckle revs up the respiratory system, oxygenating the body and making you feel awake.

5. Get moving

A low-intensity workout like a short bike ride can boost energy levels by 20 percent, researchers at the University of Georgia in Athens found. Regular exercise also improves sleep—so when you do hit the sack, you sleep more soundly and wake more rested.

—Lisa Freedman

Oh My God!!

2008-08-09T01:43:00.003+08:00

oh my god!! i got rashes all over my body.. i met da doc and she said either i got bit or allergic to something.. how come? i'm hygienic and clean person.. it must be allergic to something but what?? food? naah.. but doc said i must 'pantang' seafood and stuff like that, what am i gonna eat? just bread? i'm losing weight again huhu.. this thing become itchy and burning my skin off.. please god help me!! i don't feel very well, how am i gonna finish my homework this way.. i got 3 bottle of dose injection at my butt..it hurts man!! btw nothing else can help me cure the illness.. just take the shot!!

Tuesday, 5th August,
i donated my blood which is a B type at Pocket D where clumsy nurse handled my donation.. it was the 3rd time i had donated my blood, however, suddenly it became the disastrous day of my life.. like always, fill up the form, measure my blood pressure, my weight, and off to the bed to flow my precious blood. after 7 minutes sharp, the bag was full and i'm ready to pull off the needle..the chinese nurse put a cotton at my needle spot and ask to bend my arm.. after a minute i thought that i felt wet at my arm and when i looked at it, OH MY GOD!! i was bleeding and the blood flows like water in drain.. the clumsy nurse forgot to put off the pump pressure, no wonder the blood keeps on flowing..urghh!! what a damn thing..the nurse shocked and worried of course tried to clean up the mess.. there were loads of blood.. haihz but then free tiger biscuit, milo, and orange fed me up..i forgot to have breakfast b4 the donation..

kisahku di blah3..

2008-08-01T01:45:00.005+08:00

Haihz sudah 2 minggu ku bertapak di tanah nun jauh dipelusuk perak.. apa yang ad kt cni slaen SALAM, AMITH, HALIDA, DELI?? haihz buhla jusco ke tesco ke parade ke kt cni sng cket nk shopping.. minyak da naek sume da jd serba kekurangan.. huhu blela nak approve scholar naek nh..pusing kepala ku memikirkan ini semua.. xpe2 btw wanna tell smthng general bout me..zass!!

lambang kemegahan UTP..ku bangga!!

blok akademik..nice night view

katil kesayanganku..siap ad comforter lg..jgn jeles bai!!

erk??!!

Smoking really kills!!!

2008-07-30T01:46:00.006+08:00

Do you had any idea that Tobacco is a plant grown for its leaves, which are smoked, chewed, or sniffed for a variety of effects. It is considered an addictive substance because it contains the chemical nicotine.
Nicotine acts as both a stimulant and depressant on your body. It increases your bowel activity, saliva, and bronchial secretions. It stimulates the nervous system and may cause tremors in the inexperienced user, or even convulsions with high doses.Nicotine may also cause sweating, nausea(discomfort in the stomach with an urge to vomit), and diarrhea.

HEALTH RISKS

Blood clots, which may lead to aneurysms and strokes
Cancer (especially in the lung, mouth, larynx, esophagus, bladder, kidney, pancreas, and cervix)
Coronary artery disease, including angina and heart attacks
Decreased ability to taste and smell
Delayed wound healing
High blood pressure
Lung problems such as emphysema and chronic bronchitis
Pregnancy-related problems, including miscarriage, premature labor, low birth weight, and risk for sudden infant death syndrome ( SIDS)
Tooth and gum diseases

SECONDHAND SMOKE

Those who are regularly around the smoke of others (secondhand smoke) have a higher risk of:

Coronary artery disease
Lung cancer
Sudden and severe reactions, including those involving the eye, nose, throat, and lower respiratory tract

Infants and children that are exposed regularly to secondhand smoke are at risk of:

Asthma
Infections, including virus-caused upper respiratory infections, ear infections, and pneumonia
Lungs that do not work as well (poor lung function)
Sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS)

THE BENEFITS OF QUITTING

Within 20 minutes of quitting - your blood pressure and pulse rate drop to normal and the temperature of your hands and feet increases to normal.
Within 8 hours of quitting - your carbon monoxide levels drop and your oxygen levels increase, both to normal levels.
Within 24 hours of quitting - your risk of a sudden heart attack decreases.
Within 48 hours of quitting - nerve endings begin to regenerate and your senses of smell and taste begin to return to normal.
Within 2 weeks to 3 months of quitting - your circulation improves and walking becomes easier; even your lung function increases up to 30%.
Within 1 to 9 months of quitting - your overall energy typically increases and symptoms like coughing, nasal congestion, fatigue, and shortness of breath diminish; also, the small hairlike projections lining your lower airways begin to function normally. This increases your lungs' ability to handle mucus, clean the airways, and reduce infections.
Within 1 year of quitting - your risk of coronary heart disease is half that of someone still using tobacco.
Within 5 years of quitting - the lung cancer death rate decreases by nearly 50% compared to one pack/day smokers; the risk of cancer of the mouth is half that of a tobacco user.
Within 10 years of quitting - your lung cancer death rate becomes similar to that of someone who never smoked; precancerous cells are replaced with normal cells; your risk of stroke is lowered, possibly to that of a nonuser; your risk of cancer of the mouth, throat, esophagus, bladder, kidney, and pancreas all go down.

How To Cope With Stress

2008-07-30T01:24:00.002+08:00

hoho moh bce post nh khas bwat yg suka stress

When you feel stressed, practice taking long, deep breaths.
Take regular breaks from your work.
Get regular exercise. Shoot for a minimum of 20 minutes three times per week.
Eat a balanced diet.
Avoid caffeine, which is a stimulant.
Avoid depending upon drugs and alcohol to help you relax. This can quickly become a crutch.
Learn time management and organization skills.
Use humor to lighten difficult situations.
Seek to find the positive in every situation. View adversity as an opportunity for learning and growth.
Do not bury your emotions. This is a temporary fix at best. Unresolved emotions can resurface as nightmares or physical illness.
If you find that a relationship makes you stressed, end it if possible. If it's not possible, remember that you may not be in control their behavior, but you are in control of how you react to it.
Give compliments freely and smile often. You'll be amazed how the mood around you will change and how in turn you will feel better.
Learn to really listen to what others are saying rather than getting upset because you disagree. Seek to find areas of common ground and work for a compromise.

Tips:

Scented candles, soft music and a hot bath are great ways to relax after a hard day.
Many report that herbs such as Valerian and Kava Kava help them relax.
Meditation or biofeedback training can be an excellent way to control your body's response to stress.

BLIND!!!

2008-07-30T01:05:00.007+08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive

I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting T
hey disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Friendship versus love!!

2008-07-28T13:45:00.010+08:00

Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust.

Love is when you feel like you are the only two around.

Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care.
Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart.

Friendship is being close even when you are far apart.

Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near.

Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best.
Love is when you bring them the very best.

Friendship occupies your mind.
Love occupies your soul.

Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need.
Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side.

Friendship is a warm smile in the winter.
Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart.

Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares:
A tender laugh, which opens your heart,
A single touch that melts away your fears,
A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven,
A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth.

Friendship can survive without love.
Love cannot live without friendship.

p/s: untuk renungan semua, khas untuk elly yg sedang kebuntuan~

Friendship Never Ends

2008-07-28T02:11:00.003+08:00

The time is now or never to fit the missing piece
To take this song together,
You make me feel complete
We fall into the future,
And through the looking glass
The light shines over our heads and so it comes to pass

To go beyond the surface,
To reach into your soul,
This love is not demanding,
My heart has told me so
I hold on to my hero with faith enough to find,
The power to imagine will keep this love alive

Lets make the headlines loud and true,
I wanna tell the world I'm givin it all to you
Lets make the headlines loud and clear
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
If i lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven never leave me alone,
And its just like everything matters when you are near
(matters when you are near)

And it feels so good every bells gonna ring
Thsi love is alive and its making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know,
We are together, come on baby lets go

And words yet to be spoken
Will fall upon the page
Spelling out true devotion
Is all we need to say

Let's make the headlines, loud and true
(Say you love me and I'll say I love you too)
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let's make the headlines, loud and clear
(All that I have I give to you my friend)
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)
And if I lost my way you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you're near)
(Say you love me and I'll say I love you too)

Let's make the headline true this time
(Just remember what simple words can do)
There's no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved with you)
And if I lost my way you'd carry me home (I know, you take me, all the way to heaven)
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you're near)
(Everything matters, it really matters)

'Cause I'm giving it all
Yeah I'm giving it all to you

Si dia yang baek tapi kdg2 nakal..

2008-07-28T01:52:00.004+08:00

Tersebut al-kisah dalam cerita dongeng zaman purba kala, datanglah seorang gadis yang sangat klakar dan periang..hik2 sape tu?? haha nmenya si pulanah binti si pulan.. Si dia nh sgt klakar tp dia xtau dia seorang yg klakar, setiap hari membuatkn kita geli hati..haha dan hari ini secara rasmi ku dilantik menjadi Personal Assistant si dia.. hoho

klu nk tau si dia nh pun kuat mengarut, tiba2 ku ingat ku berjangkit mengarut dgn si dia tapi hakikatnya ku pun mmg kuat mengarut haha.. bila mengarut+mengarut= habishlerr!!!

Anjali, babuji kia he?..good night anjali hehe..

Ara!!!!

2008-07-27T10:27:00.003+08:00

ouh never mind mu, sokey.. anytime pun bley..cute ara..

Damn you taggers!!!

2008-07-27T09:33:00.003+08:00

haloo semua!! hoho nampaknya ku di tag oleh rumet ku yg sengal tapi apakan daya..ku trima dgn hati yg rela..

1.What's a phrase you can say perfectly in another language and what does it mean?( english and your mother tounge do not count! )

Hoho nh ssh nieyh..haihz ku slalu ckp "dey, rombha feel pannavai"- maksud dia, hey ayam mau mkn kah?(eh btol ke maksud dia?)

2.What color do you like most?
haiyaa soklan yg x mencabar langsung..warna pelangi la..aik!!

3.What would be the word that best describe you?
telepathic!! muahaha!

4.Where would you like to go most?
France maybe..sape nk ikut?? ku blanje hehe

5.If you only have 24hours left to live, what will you do?
da nazak ke nieyh?? emm bersama kawan2 ku skalian dan beribadah sesungguhnya

6.When you encounter sad moment what you do?
bwat xtau je..daa~

7.What is your treasure?
family,
my buddies,
my money of course..

8.What do you love the most about last year(2007)?
emm sebab nizam dpt msk utp kot

9.What time do you wake up?
kalau bangun pagi, ku suka tgk jam rosak hehe-juz kidding

10.How do you cope with boredom?
ku tidorr laa~

11.What is one thing you'll never get tired of?
futsal..jom maen!!

12.What is your ambition?
well, i always wanted to be pilot, but then i ended up studying to become engineer so, at the higher peak i would like to work with Slumberger, Petronas pn okay..

13.If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
I would wish my frens never be away from me.

14.If you'd able to be with only one person whom you think is sensibleto talk to, who'd be that person?
kaunselor saya..

15.What's your worst attitude?
khayal tyme study-huhu bahaya tuh

16.If you were to get stuck in a movie, which movie will it be?
jumper-ku nak jadi seperti dia berada di mana2 sahaja

17.The sad incident happened to you?
emm..

18.What specifically are you most attracted to in the opposite sex?
Their eyes, Their inner manners, being nice to me, mostly she's beautiful

19.Are you graduating this year?
yep..yep..yep grad foundation..

Saya mewakili raja dan mohor2 diraja dari kerajaan 'Far, far, away' bahawa manusia di bawah dihukum mandatori menyelesaikan tugasan di atas;

ara

jika gagal, anda dihukum piat telinga haha

My first gig!!

2008-07-25T10:22:00.000+08:00

well, it was a week after i'd registered 2 UTP..wut a borink thing to do waiting others 2 come along filling da hostel..LUCKILY, FORTUNATE, HAPPINESS, nizamness hehe.. pojan ask me whether 2 come along or not..of course it's a YES!! YOUTH 08 in PWTC..

buzz..buzz..buzz..buzz..buzz

fly.fm, era, hotfm come'n y'll its boring in here

LOng..loNG..long.long way of journey of 2 hours.. PERAK to KL.. 2hours y'll in car..

Boring..boring..boring..but wait!! R&R TAPAH..

YES!! time for eat..yummy..emmmmm i'm starving.. there were 4 of us...............

OFF-A,

KEEMAK,

POJAN................&

ME haha..

got back in the car..ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzz time for sleep.. pojan?? haha he had to drive..were tired..go on man..stay up! u're not gonna let da car move tself.. haha

parked at SUBANG KTM....continue travelling.. oh big caterpillar? would u bring us to PWTC.. were tired..hehe

yeah!! we're arrived.. hooray!! step in da PWTC.. got ourself marked with "Y" on our hand..losts of booth..comps, marketing, business, farming, techs, yucks!! but tats da upper floor..walking..and walking..went downstairs.. hah!! much more people..

lots of booth, shirts-labeled, designs, graffiti, yes!! tats heaven haha..

walking and walking.. our first booth.. art!!

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experience eyh? well yah perhaps.. the first in my life were introduce to much interesting moment.. this youth08 (PWTC) made da perfect chance 4 me to b exposed to music y'll.. underground bands..

REBEL SCUM, FREE LOVE, HUJAN etc;

HUJAN my favourite band.. used 2 hear their song but never wondered 2 meet them y'll.. EXCITED!!

PAGI YANG GELAP!!

Lebih tua dari ku harap sabar menunggu
Kepulangan mu ku tunggu

Bukan maksud ku mendiam
Tiada niat menyimpan dendam
Hakikat nya rindu yg mendalam

Jalan inikan membantu
Hari esok siapa yg tahu
Kata ibu dengar sahaja
Cerita hanya kita berdua

Pagi yg gelap kini sudah terang
Aku adik mu
Dan engkau abang
Ku amat merindui kan mu
Pagi yg gelap kini sudah terang
Aku adik mu
Dan engkau abang
Ingin ku ulang kemasa dulu

Tak akan putus
Hubungan kita
Tarik nafas lega kerna aku tak apa apa

Jalan inikan membantu
Hari esok siapa yg tahu
Kata ibu dengar sahaja
Cerita hanya kita berdua

Pagi yg gelap kini sudah terang
Aku adik mu
Dan engkau abang
Ku amat merindui kan mu
Pagi yg gelap kini sudah terang
Aku adik mu
Dan engkau abang
Ingin ku ulang ke masa dulu

memory pics.....and also..hehe

me!!